Dear Lord, I'm sorry for not putting faith in You, as I always should have done. And I have to say with all honesty, I get incredibly mad with You sometimes. That You seem to withhold Your blessings, and cloud my road with all that is dark. I can't see my roads ahead, and each … Continue reading Dear Lord.
I have a lot of pride... The pride of not wanting to admit that I need to be loved, or to be accepted. That I am blocking out and being defiant in the face of everyone I know, even God. That I don't want to be in a position to be weak, and vulnerable, and … Continue reading Back.
One thing that I never really liked to do is to be at a standstill. For me, life should be always on the move, and in some way or another, productive. Be it in experiencing things, meeting people, and doing the things you like. I've managed to do that for my life, but sometimes, it comes to … Continue reading Light in the Standstill.
I've been reading a book about Suffering, and I guess it's because I have so many questions and answers that are not fulfilled. That why would a God so good permit such bad to happen. That why would He allow His children to suffer. There are many whys and of course, when I do have … Continue reading Thoughts about Suffering.
Sometimes I really question God's choices and decisions to bring me to places that are outside my comfort zone. There are reasons I am sure that He makes me uncomfortable. Currently, in this camp planning committee, I'm beginning to question the purpose of my place there. I always do... And whenever put in such an … Continue reading Out of My Comfort Zone.